Beaten down with shame and fear

Your actions show intent, quite clear

Impending doom is looming near

And in my mind…… no words

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You cut yourself to pull at strings

No sign of wisdom in written things

No concern for what this really means

For me, you have no words

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Gave up so much to provide your care

Appreciation is NEVER there

Your mind distorts the love I share

From your heart to mine…… no words

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Selfishness at a new record high

Displays of progression shown just to get by

Acknowledgment lacking for how hard I try

Of hope for my future…… no words

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Interwebs are advising me

Do this, not that… ignoring me

Where’s MY help for her BPD

For moms they have no words

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Tired of supporting your daily grind

Thinking that soon I’ll be losing my mind

Revelations too late: “perhaps I’m too kind”

For now I’ll retreat with no words

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